2nd residence

2007-06-28T20:02:00.000+08:00

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

THE VIDEO FOR THIS SONG IS SO TOUCHING.

2007-06-25T20:10:00.000+08:00

goddamnit

2007-06-21T01:05:00.001+08:00

fuckyou

2007-06-18T15:19:00.000+08:00

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

2007-06-14T20:54:00.001+08:00

but one cant keep telling ourselves that its alright to do so time n time again.
in this case, putting studying off.
cos sooner or later,
it'll be too late.

i hate this.

2007-06-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

no matter how much i dont want to admit it,
we've all lost it.
the team left only to be committed to memory.

WELL,
cant deny it was just something sitting arnd
waiting to happen,
alr a blessing we sorta managed to hold out for this long,
but
yea.

2007-06-04T19:47:00.001+08:00

sometimes standing still is harder than running.

2007-06-03T22:36:00.000+08:00

i still..

2007-06-03T20:56:00.000+08:00

never forget.
your presence is a gift to the world
you are unique and one of a kind
your life can be what you want it to be
tkae it one day at a time
count your blessings, not your troubles
and you'll make it through what comes along
within you are so many answers,
understand, have courage, be strong
dont put limits on yourself
your dreams are waiting to be realized
dont leave your important decisions to chance
reach for your peak, your goal and your prize
nothing wastes more energy than worrying
the longer a problem is carried, the heavier it gets
dont take things too seriously
live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets
remember that a little love goes a long way
remember that alot goes forever
remember that friendship is a wise investment
life's treasure are people, together
have health, hope and happiness
take the time to wish on a star
and dont ever forget for even a day
how very special you are
happy childrens day!

ALSO from my p5 tcher,
too corny to be posted on my blog there.
im touched!
((:

2007-06-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

The paradox of our time in history is
that we have taller buildings but
shorter tempers, wider freeways but
narrower viewpoints.We spend more, but
have less, we buy more, but enjoy
less. We have bigger houses and
smaller families, more conveniences,
but less time. We have more degrees
but less sense, more knowledge, but
less judgment, more experts, yet more
problems, more medicine, but less
wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much,
spend too recklessly, laugh too
little, drive too fast, get too angry,
stay up too late, get up too tired,
read too little, watch TV too much,
pray too seldom.We have multiplied our
possessions, but reduced our values.
We talked too much, love too seldom,
and hate too often.We've learned how
to make a living, but not a life.
We've added years to life not life to
years. We've been all the way to the
moon and back, but have trouble
crossing the street to meet a new
neighbour.We conquered outer space but
not inner space. We've done larger
things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted
the soul. We've conquered atom, but
not our prejudice. We write more, but
learn less. We plan more, but
accomplish less. We've learned to
rush, but not to wait. We build more
computers to hold more information,
but to produce more copies than ever,
but we communicate less and less.

These are times of fast foods and slow
digestion, big men and small
character, steep profits and shallow
relationships. These are the days of
two incomes but more divorce, fancier
houses, but broken homes.These are
days of quick trips, disposable
diapers, throwaway morality, one night
stands, overweight bodies, and pills
that do everything from cheer, to
quiet, to kill.It is a time when there
is much in the showroom window and
nothing in the stockroom, a time when
technology can bring this letter to
you , and a time when you can choose
either to share this insight, or just
hit delete.

2007-05-16T20:13:00.000+08:00

DISAPPOINTMENT:
my understatement.
i need to STOP HOPING though knowing full will i didnt study, do well and all that rot.

screw it.

2007-05-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

this is cliche shit.
canot stand it.

rawr.
im bored.
&i hate it when im unable to let go.

one wish for this particular year of supposedly sweet sixteen
seeming impossible and utterly dumb&unrealistic.

results are however another matter.
a need not a want.

materialistic WANTS though
I NEED KA-CHING urm.. aka cash lah.
im broke
broke
broke.
(ok so you get my point)

&its just one of those days
now show me the world as seen from the stars;

2007-05-03T16:10:00.000+08:00

people are so self absorded their eyes glaze over if you speak for more than thirty seconds. they already have something else in mind- a friend to call, a fax to send, a lover they're daydreaming about. they only snap back at full attention when you finish talking, at which point they say "uh-huh" or "yeah really" and fake their way back to the moment.
-tuesdays with morrie

LOL!
((:

2007-05-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

SCREW THAT BASTARDDY.
this is super not my day
fishyfishy.

2007-04-29T23:45:00.000+08:00

as eloquent as i can get,
i feel like SHIT.
though ELL made my day today,
and TARA lightened the mood in the aftnn.
blithe was good&all,
but all too awkward.
ON THE OTHER HAND,
to sum it up for lack of a patience to think through/put in words, i hate bitches.
cannot understand how some people can sink that low.
i hate it when i regret my decisions

middies.
yes
i dun wanna think abt that too
but i guess im alright abt it.
doesnt really matter to me.
cos now, all i need is an excuse,
to go poly and get the hell out of this god-forsaken damned education hellhole.

i need to get ell out of my mind.
& i think im finally starting out on that path.
joy.

shit im tired

2007-04-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

its pathetic how i always have to come here to do apologies.

but anw,
i duno what to do to prove to u that u have my sincere apologies,
nor how to make it right again.
im sorry i fucked it up
and that everything i every say can never be trusted
whilst im afraid of u totally leaving my life once and for all,
its time for me to stop being selfish.

2007-04-06T19:56:00.000+08:00

jokes aside,
i think u read my blog.
while im not sure whether im supposed to say sorry to you;
i am apologetic.

sorry yes.

2007-03-25T16:55:00.001+08:00

lovely day, really.
tuition in the morning wasnt too torturous,
lard pangseied me cos she got grounded for youtubing overnight. smart ass that one. but im not complaining..
went out with family for branch..
bought a cactus and a new top. (((:
was originally planning on going out myself again,
tara called but i didnt feel like going out with her nor going anywhere for that matter.
came home and sleep.
and have lazed at home until now.
butbut, i havent touched my books at all.
procrastination dragged several times over.
=x
midyears are basically screwed,
nats starts tmr and there goes that thingy called time.

i canotcanot wait for blithe spirit!

love lazy sundays.
((:

2007-03-23T19:23:00.000+08:00

feel like blogging here again.
just for the fun of it.
and cos i dont feel like blogging on the other side..

well, that was quite a good end to trainings at hougang for us sec 4s
nice cool weather day. good games and all.
i could tell very distinctly the sec3s just cant be bothered, save one or two.
somehow, i feel numb. not elated over leaving that place, nor sad. really numb.
that lack emotions is quite scary.
i duno,
what if we dont win next wed.
will this be it?
everything we did, all the effort and hardwork..
would it just end like this.
im so afraid aite.
but on the other hand, something inside me really wants this to end.

ithinkimfallinghopelesslyforyou,
asiwatchyouwaithopelesslyforher.

and i fucking feel like giving up
theres no point trying to hold on to us.

2007-02-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

omg.
wad the fuck do u expect me to do.

2007-02-17T11:38:00.000+08:00

174th post here..

n i've decided to move!

www.mythirdd.blogspot.com

go link me.
and tagg.
((:

2007-02-16T20:09:00.000+08:00

;what hurts the most
is the fact that i had put my trust in you
for four long years

horrible
disgusting
day

lol

2007-02-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

valentines
:))

well, it was a win through of double standards and underperformance.
~~played so badly. =x~~

and thanks so much for the balloons!
esp oli and liqin.
omg. i was so touched.
thankew yous!
and the snrs for coming down today.
=))

woke up at 720 today.
imagine my panic when i realised OHSHIT. IM LATE.
hurs.

cheonged the vday presents in class like gay.
im quite sure the tchers could see wad i was doing.

throat hurts from all the screaming.
and all the swearing n cursing(esp at that damn bastard).
=x

siam kitchen for dinner with the dateless.
IT(the soup lah) WAS HWAT.
lol.

orchard from bright till night ystd.
bought my shorts. =)
combed the whole of flash n splash for wee. so malu.
AND THE BIRDSHIT.
rahhhh.

effing tired.

SERIOUS FINANCIAL WOES

2007-02-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

three ppl rotation multi in tk was fun.
then went to vj to train.
tired like gay.
and i got to stop playing like shit. rahh.
turnedoffturnedoff!

okok.
i NEED to start on amaths.

im halfway thru valentines shopping!
x))))

i am thoroughly BROKE and its MONDAY.
monday-WALLET blues

2007-02-11T16:09:00.000+08:00

IM HAIRLESS NOW!

2007-02-11T00:45:00.000+08:00

okay so today was hectic (or just SLIGHTLY more busy than normal days)
and i travelled alotalotalot.
bright and early to tuition myself cos my parents disappeared to m'sia, 2 buses. to pp for drums, 2 buses one mrt. home frm pp 2 buses. home to bugis one bus (too lazy to take train, so i rotted on the damn bus for so damn long). bugis to home 1 mrt.
and that pretty much summed the day up. can u imagine how many hours i spent on my pathetic mp3? on shuffle, i heard each song almost(or at least) 3 times! =x

went to watch multiple personalities disorder at dbs arts center(I MISS THAT PLACE!) today. :))
was nice and all. and its the last night alr. hehh.
i cant wait for phantom of the oprea.

i got tuition in less than 7hrs time.
=

and sofia. i seriously cant believe u believe what they say can?!
andandand.. omg. nvm.
pft.

spent more money again today.
n im STILL not done with my shopping.

TOMORROW????

HAIR. PLS DRY. I NEED TO GO SLEEP.

hehheh.
one life. live it.
screw the studies part.

2007-02-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

SHADOWS in the tennis court! x))

SAY HI TO WONDERPIG. WONDERSOW ALSO RESIDES IN OUR CLASS NOTICE BOARD.

AMA's CREATION. ITS A HEART BTW. (and its quite nice actually)

end of yet another week!
in one years time,
we'd be recieving THAT piece of paper too!
SENSE MY EXCITMENT?
lol.

[1101]
i know curiousity killed the cat
and i shld just not get started once again.
but i feel that i have the right to know wads going on now.
after all.
andand.
whether it was a poison snake u were planning to give me.
=x

;without glorious lies and half-truths
that'd be it.

2007-02-08T20:19:00.000+08:00

omg. i beginning to ~~hate~~dislike this template.
my 'enters' dont appear
some parts are mysteriously bold-ed.
and blahblah.

AND SIAWEICHA. YOU SHUTUP LAH. I CANOT BLOG ISIT?!

2007-02-08T19:52:00.000+08:00

and i get more n more downright confused by the day.
i cant differentiate (not referring to amaths)
wads right or not,
wad my priorities are,
what im thinking,
or whats going on at all.

rahh.
the fonts here are so irritating!
if i bold/italics the words, they shrink like nothin.
and it no caps appear. something to do with the template, but im too lazy to go find it n change.

over-sensitive or utterly un-caring.

hmm.
have been sleeping alot lately and forgoing sch work. last night still sleep until i accidentaly hung up somebodys wake up call. and then i slept through, just like most of last week (or isit the week before last) =x so i screwed emaths up like gay today.

i cant wait for SAT.
maybe sun too for that matter.
and next wednesday.
x)

cny really needs to come, im veryvery low on funds.

;face down
one look puts the rhythm in my head

2007-02-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

i've been on this site since 9..
and i still haven thought of wad to blog.

ok, so im relieved aft what i heard.

but i still dont wanna go sch tmr.

i realised that im actually enjoying this sch year quite a bit,
(only realised this aft reading that HORRORs blog)
with a few execptions,
ESP that terror/horror that resides behind me in class.
i think of ponning sch less often now. it IS a gd change.
i LOVE tuesdays, thursdays and sundays.
namely, sleep.
lol.
x))

I WANNA GO SHOPPING. (yes, i STILL wanna go)

fix you
;coldplay

2007-02-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

so this is it,
lets go tk.
:)))

2007-02-03T21:24:00.000+08:00

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE OUR NEW SHIRT.
lol.

went for round 2 of shopping in bugis and i still cant get my jeans!
rahh.
and my budget just gets lower and lower cos each time i go out i buy more stuff.
im not even a big shopper!
=x

2007-02-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

;wind it up

sleepysleepy.
they didnt let me sleep in peace on the bus!
could not close my eyes for 10secs without hearing giggling.
:|

ss and amaths was such a torture.
i literally slapped myself to keep awake.
trng was slack.
that champion is such a loser.
n my tapping really CMI.

i dread it, yet im excited.
i cant wait to leave , yet wont bare to.
am i making sense?

THE NEED TO UNWIND.

Where did I go wrong,
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
-the fray

1050edit.
im sorry but i fail to comprehen how someone can be as cold and selfish.
and how isit that all you strive for is about material gain, fame, or something along that line. the way lies stream out without even a prick on your conscience and how you manipulate people to act to your biddings and wishes.
im sick of it.
but then again, who doesnt possess a hint of selfishness?

2007-01-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

im getting more n more pekchek with this template.
rah.
its screwy.
but bare with it.

2007-01-31T22:58:00.000+08:00

changed template cos really cant stand those pills.
the top of this one is rather nice, but aft u scroll down, it looks HORRID.
im too sleepy to figure out all the stuffs, esp that of the fugly looking fonts.

nights!

2007-01-31T20:58:00.000+08:00

i think i need to learn to control my temper.
:

gonna ache like hell tmr.
damn him n his endurance pt.

and talk about good timing!
haha.
met tofu n jx n took 43 home.
80 only took 10mins of waiting.
hehhs.

sometimes passing isnt exactly such a great thing.
i lost 2 bets.
rahh.

i wanna go shopping!
x))

2007-01-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

the THIRTY-YEARTH(so said AMA, ure the BEST.) of janurary 2007, (not to mention twenty-ninth),
can be concluded and summed into one word, (sort of average, if u take the sum of everything bad n everything good and divide by god knows what)- SUAY. [as also concluded by wj.]

I WAITED FOR THE FREAKING 80 FOR A FREAKING WHOLE HOUR.
gave up and called dad to come and fetch.
pekchek-ness.

DOWNWARD SPIRAL

if you dont see me tmr, i met with a car accident or something.
yea.

2007-01-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

I FUCKING HATE MONDAY(s).

OMG. I CANOT EFFING BELIEVE IT.

(chop. before u read on, IF u have seen me n talked to me today aft recess. dont bother, im STILL ranting on abt the same thing. so you shld skip it totally. and sorry for anything thats a sore to your eye.)

IM SO DAMN PISSED/DISGUSTED/HORRIFIED/AND ON N ON.
its so freaking ridiculous lah!
the way such rumours go arnd.
and best, i didnt even know.
so pekchek.
LIKE PLEASE CAN?!
i cant even find a connection in this?
cos i damnit STARED?!
pls, in that direction yes, but NOT her.
rahhhhhhhh.
i think im making too big a fuss over this.

SHUT UP JY.

monday, you suck.
barely slept again last night cos my nose was blocked and mouth too dry. was somewhat subconscious so didnt wake up and drink water.
trng was rather horrible. went to vj aft to play.
yet another piece of dkufhasgal there.
BUT BUT I GOT TO PARTNER MAY AGAIN! x)))
I MISS PARTNERING HER SO SO MUCH!!
realised how much i depended on her encouragement and advice.
played damn horribly though. rah.
i could feel my confidence level SINK.
left early, arnd 8.
went to pp with weihui and waited for yanlong to finish trng to wait for transport home.

lit tmr.

im drained.

say EVELYN ROCKS !

haha.

2007-01-28T21:36:00.000+08:00

is there non-sleeping pills available?
no, caffine isnt enough.

rah.
screw it.

2007-01-28T20:10:00.000+08:00

SHOPPING SPREE.
haha.
shopped for almost 7hrs straight today.
spent agaragar 200 by the 3rd hr.
was broke subsequently.
x))
i love cny.
WEIHUI, thanks so much!
u rock BABE!
n i still feel bad for that make-up girl.

love the wind.

2007-01-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

;and she said shes gonna run away and never come back

tomyam noodles.
x)

well, its randomness today.

1. i went to ntuc with my family on the way back, andand i saw alot of ppl wearing the "I AM NEW. PLS BE PATIENT WITH ME" badge
i burst out laughing.
2. it feels as though im not part of the family anw.
3. im worried abt my cousin, hes in some kind of depression/zibi mode. and hes still very young. i dont want history to repeat itself.
4. rent the parents! i read some article today, people are paying others to go 'meet the parents sessions' so as to aviod trouble.
5. i think xinmin hall is freaking humid. i was DRENCHED by the time i left.
6. ELLIOT is NINE years into this earth and he hasnt spoken to me before. well, cant say i didnt try.
7. im getting lazier by the day.
8. I WANNA DONATE BLOOD THIS YEAR! hehhs.
9. i want that huge eeyore! SOMEBODY??
x))

ok im done.

;im never right anyway.

2007-01-26T20:37:00.000+08:00

i hate that hypocrite u've became.

ITS FINALLY FRIDAY.
damndamn tired.
weekend seems all mixed up.
im gonna be quite broke by sunday.
haha.

SIQI!
(if u ever read this lah)
CHEERUP OKAY!
dun force me to ba kua-fy u!

and it just gets worse..

2007-01-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

pulau semak-something today.
can never seem to get its name.
trip was fun.
i broke the damn egg.
hur.
PHOTOS!!
:))

have been watching quite alot of the teevee and youtube.

oh.
i hate hate hate chem prac.

2007-01-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

the attack of the brain tumor.

2007-01-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

its supposed to be a penguin n chick.
BOREDEM.

physics was UBER, notice the emphasis, UBER screwed.
hehhs.
i think i expect a single digit return.
x))

2007-01-22T20:17:00.000+08:00

had a particularly painful ride on the crimson waves today.
and jojo offered me a red card.
LOL.

decided not to come online so often n do more er productive things than stone online.
i found quite alot of 'gold' last night! cleared my room off quite aBIT of rubbish. ended up nt studying.

geog n physics.
im sleepy alr.
i need entertainment!
flood my inbox! er. phone ah.
x))

2007-01-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase
Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze
It means no worries for the rest of your days
It's our problem-free philosophy
Hakuna Matata!
Hakuna Matata?
Yeah. It's our motto!
What's a motto?
Nothing. What's a-motto with you?
Those two words will solve all your problems
That's right. Take Pumbaa here
Why, when he was a young warthog...
When I was a young wart hog
Very nice
Thanks
He found his aroma lacked a certain appeal
He could clear the savannah after every meal
I'm a sensitive soul though I seem thick-skinned
And it hurt that my friends never stood downwind
And oh, the shame He was ashamed
Thought of changin' my name What's in a name?
And I got downhearted How did ya feel?
Everytime that I...
Hey! Pumbaa! Not in front of the kids!
Oh. Sorry
Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase
Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze
It means no worries for the rest of your days
It's our problem-free philosophy
Hakuna Matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna--
It means no worries for the rest of your days
It's our problem-free philosophy
Hakuna Matata!
I say "Hakuna"
I say "Matata"

HEHHHEH. xD
well, it IS meaningful.

2007-01-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

i think i change my mind on the telly.
its quite nice.
xD
spent my last two days rotting n slacking.
arcade, shopping, trying out clothes, slacking, watching teevee, sleeping and all that rot.
my physics n geog is screwed.
lucky human geog still can anyhow huntam abit.
xD

OMG.
IM BOREDDDDDD.

2007-01-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

die die.
VIRUS ATTACK.
comp n internet keeps crashing.

2007-01-19T21:57:00.000+08:00

woohoo.
im ABIT high now.
im rather bored.
im heavily in debt.
:x
im thirsty.

laadeedum

CHEERIOS!

2007-01-19T21:14:00.000+08:00

ok, that previous posts is gonna go.

im still in utter disbelieve and disgust.
pissed as i m, a part of me does feel remorse or guilt for this.
but then again, hell, lets just not get involved.
not like its gonna help.
but i cant believe you just treat me n her like ur dustbins,
for you to throw aside as u see fit.
thanks very much.

OKAY I NEED TO SHUT UP.

ANYWAY,
as i was saying in the previous post,
we are playing duman on VALENTINES people!
GO TEAM TK!
:D

2007-01-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

eeyer.
the 'exits' thingy supposed to be an heart.
its spoiled. i guess. on my screen that is.
=X

2007-01-18T17:22:00.000+08:00

new template
haha. spent quite some time on it, since i came home quite early.
n i accidentaly switched off my comp just now
i was terrified cos i thot i forgot to save.
hehhs.
i think its quite cute.
lazy to fill up the rest of the stuff though.
if u need relinking, hurry say kay.
x))

my stoopid keyboard is still not working. have to ask ppl type for me the various signs so that i can ctr c and ctr v.
hehhs.

jialat. have to TRY n pin/tie my hair up tmr!

UNPEACEFUL LUNCH!!
hurs.

2007-01-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

horrid day
scary night.

somethings wrong
im not feeling sleepy tonight. heh.

something is bugging me at back of my head.
erm. sry for pmsing until like that during trng ppl.
=x
i hate tk.

i think its dumb.
i hate bitches for bitching.
yet bitching is a ~~fav~~ past-time.
whats still worth fighting for?
TRUTH?

2007-01-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

sakae-d
oh damn. my keyboard is STILL not functioning as per normal
circled marks n spencer.
BROKE.

2007-01-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

CHEM IS TORTUROUS.
today do chem spa until can die.
exploded one test tube.
lead nitrate SUCKS.

rahhs.
OHOH. i think i have perfect eyesight. haha.
ahwong was being particularly humourous during trng. corny.

tournie is starting late.
i feel disabled not being able to type my exclaimation mark n brackets.
~~bloody bitch~~
haha. kinky.

2007-01-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

JIALAT
ALL MY NUMBERS ARE NOT WORKING.
ONLY 5 n 6.

I HAVE AN UTTER DISLIKE FOR MONDAYS.

2007-01-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

i need someone to encourage me to STUDY.

ROB BANK.
x))

2007-01-14T11:34:00.000+08:00

;im not here for your entertainment

2007-01-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

it seems like everytime i think hard, i feel white hair literally sprouting out of my head. seriously.

vivid imaginations.
x))

cca promotion was a utter waste of time.
but at least i dun feel like utter strangers with the jnrs now..

the miscellaneous section. aka extra-ded.

n jhgfafjksnd needs to stop mood SWIMMING. F O!

2007-01-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

rain rain rain
caught in the rain in the morning.
caught in the rain before trng.
was soaked as if i was in the rain during trng
drenched n walked in the rain aft trng
waited in the rain at bedok,
fell down, freaking embarrassingly on my butt no less,
n some poot could only laugh her ass off in the cab.
got my 'mission' done,
waited for cab in the rain again,
cabbed my ahem dearest all the way home since i forced her to come along with me today,
took bus home.
walked in the rain home.
so basically every single thing i wore today is WETWETWET.
I FINALLY FEEL DRY NOW.
n for some funny reason,
the house seems to be void of humans today;
haven seen anyone since i came home.
maybe everyone convineintly forgot to come home!
haha.
i think i must have hit my head in the fall as well.
abit high.

BUTBUT.
i still love the rain.
but its got to stop raining continuously!

tiredtired.

2007-01-09T20:25:00.000+08:00

hostility.
tsk.

it shld rain more often.
x))

2007-01-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

staring at the stupid book isnt helping.
so..
I EFFING GIVE UP!
AMATHS CAN GO SCREW ITSELF.

SLUMBER LAND! cant wait.
hehhhhs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU!
OLD PIG!
x))

2007-01-08T19:55:00.000+08:00

feeling as good as dead;
didnt manage to fall asleep again last night.
im swearing of panadol's cold relief.
its supposed to make me drowsy! not wide awake!
pft.
i wanna sleep!
ohoh. i took this damn cool 80 home today. advertising some nokia phone, inside the bus was quite club like. hehhs. went a little kuku inside..

i dun wanna study for amaths! -happily shreds amaths stuffs in my MIND-
i need to remember to bring tissue tmr.
i need to go repair my calculator (ok no, send it to my dad to figure it out)
i forgot to top-up my ezlink card again.
i STILL wanna sleep.
its all thats on my mind.

screw it.
((x

2007-01-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

finally got to book the phantom tix.
ystd went orchard with candace.
wow, its going on seven years eh.
slacked arnd at starbucks n behind taka..

i dun like school.
-kicks, punches screams-

PRE MONDAY BLUES.

2007-01-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

ok i figured.
im pmsing.
xD

2007-01-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

its a farce!
again n again,
feels like i got slapped in the face by their words.

2007-01-05T19:43:00.000+08:00

east coast trip was fun. x))
and it was abt the only thing in the day that didnt suck.
:x

it was utterly ruined by some bitch's msg at 3am.
n i actually was praying it was some nightmare.
damnit. go to hell.
week one passed and it felt like one whole long study week.
im not gonna survive.
promise.

2007-01-04T23:01:00.000+08:00

haha.

okay, i just felt like blogging.

bought quite alot of stuff today.
for 'school purposes'.
hehhs.

my nose needs to unblock.
damnit.

wells.
~~happie birthday i guess?~~FUCKYOU.

2007-01-03T18:50:00.000+08:00

i feel like crapp.
understatment.

nose is continuously running or blocked.
like some stupid volcano.
throat hurts like gay.
strepsils sucks- seriously.
i didnt manage to catch any sleep at all last night.
terror terror.
imgaine lying there for SIX freaking hrs n not able to sleep at all.
wide awake.
totally drained by sch/trng even though it was slack.

i really really feel like crap.

2007-01-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

well,
tonight i destroyed your puzzle.

2007-01-02T12:12:00.000+08:00

you brought childishness to a whole new level.
grow up pls!

haha.
I AM GONNA STAY HOME FOR THE WHOLE OF TODAY TO LET MYSELF ROT.
FUNFUN.
x))))

2006-12-31T12:52:00.000+08:00

internet was down last night! haha. went to some party where i didnt know anybody lah! haha. but it was quite amusing.
x))

okay,
so its 11hrs away frm the new year, 2007.
(its abit early, but i doubt i will be home for the night, so blog first)

2006 has been quite an awesome year for me.
the team, the class, the people. haha.

(sidetrack)TEAM TK; lets do our best next year yea!

2oo6 was play time n spelt fun. all the bad happenings, i wanna just let go. the year shall end WELL.
x))
hope 2oo7 would be as great or BETTER.
wahhaha.
i wont make no funny resolutions this year,
cos im definately not gonna stick to them.

2oo7 can bring it on.
:))

oh and happie new year ppl!

2006-12-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

sorry.

but does it even matter.
youhavenoideahowlostifeelalright.

2006-12-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

-rolls eyes

2006-12-28T01:14:00.000+08:00

when life throws you lemons throw them back and yell.. MAKE YOUR OWN DAMN LEMONADE!

LOL
x))

2006-12-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

now come one come all to this tragic affair
wipe off that makeup-
whats in is despair
so throw on that black dreess
mix it with the lot
you might wake up and notice youre someone youre not
if u look in the mirror and dont like wad you see
you can find out first hand what its like to be me
so gather round piggies and kiss this goodbye
i'd encourage your smiles
i'll expect you wont cry.
;the end-mcr

haha. i love the cd.
thankew you!
x))

2006-12-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

CHELSEA! on ur request! haha. hurry see. i wanna take down alr. so embarrassing.

2006-12-26T22:26:00.000+08:00

haha. we met for project online n it lasted a good ten mins doing nothing!
we shld just give up doing.
x)))

xmas day turned out pretty fine..
went to some family party, ate a HILTON turkey. haha. quite horrible.
then went to lq's house, and i COOKED (no the kitchen DIDNT blow up in case ure wondering) spagetti. i DID, however make a huge mess of her kitchen. so we finally sat down to eat spagetti, tuna bread, juice, and alcohol. lols. slacked arnd.

went to bedok to collect present. THANKS!
x)

went tm meet wj n nawee. and i thought i was late. they were damn late.
ate at phins and there was this veryvery amusing waiter. made us laugh like gay.
watched some funny movie.
went to stay over at nawees house just for the heck of it.
haha.
so that was xmas.

post xmas, aka boxing day.
awells.
it COULD be worse.
itslikeimnotpartofanymore.theurgetogiveupjustrisesmoreeachtime.itsjustagamenow.
but had some dinner at east coast.
i learned abt some politics!
hehhs. x))

thanks for the angel!
(if u ever read this. haha.)

2006-12-25T01:29:00.000+08:00

haha.
xmas is turning out bright and red.

HELLO SANTA.

thanks so much.
x))

2006-12-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

SANTA I WANNA GROW TALLER! :))

2006-12-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

arghs.
eff it.

2006-12-23T11:47:00.000+08:00

"Never argue with a stupid person. First they'll drag you down to their level. And then they'll beat you with experience."

HAHAHA.

2006-12-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

;that same xmas

i just realised,
ppl who sent me messages over the past week,
i didnt get most of them.
SORREH!

2006-12-22T19:33:00.000+08:00

im back.
MISS ME?
haha.

i DID have a long post planned in mind.
but lost the mood.
so yea.
it was a great trip though.
loved everything. the snow, scenes, food, etc.
but that part of me that really wanted to come back~~isdisappointed~~
lets just say wants to go back to japan.
but its alright! no worries!
I HAVE POOH.
hehhs.

oh, and i made it back alive without mt fuji erupting.
joy.

2006-12-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

blogging at the airport now
as much as im excited, im worried i canot get along with my family..
seriously, i spend barely 10mins in their pressence each day, and now im gonna spend 8 long days with one whole group?
somehow or rather, i do miss home a little.
butbut,
im not gonna get to go to japan anytime soon!

dear teamtk, do rmb to flood my inbox k.
x))))
haha.
happie trng!

(and if i dont make it back alive, in the event that mt fuji does erupt while im there, [HEHS] merry xmas ppl!)
haha. ok im jokin.

byeeeee!

2006-12-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

last time gonna see them tonight.
aww.
haha.

my room's in an utter mess!
the horrors of packing.
blahh.
x))

cheerios ppl!
:)))

2006-12-11T19:30:00.000+08:00

feels weird to be home at this hour.
haha.

THREE DAYS.

2006-12-11T00:34:00.000+08:00

;ctrl-alt-delet
endings come as such.

HAHA.
LAST DAY.
feels so weird not having to worry wad BLACK stuffies i have to wear tmr, wad time i need to rush home to bath to rush out, nt having jack n the taugeh, dinner etcetc. to look forward to.
im gonna miss the BLB/BLP/or what not, INA, ESTHER, GREG, NADIA, ELLEN(ok, this one im quite sure only ME). OHOH. BEKOOL too! and whoever elsei i have met over the past 6 days.
great great joy, malu-ation, rejection, thickskinned-ness, broken radio-ness.
i wanna go back! haha.
its been freaking tiring but damn fun.

WED WED!
COLOURS.
FINALLY.
X)))

oh and thanks rach n wh for dropping by and waiting so freaking long for me!
sorry in the end couldnt keep u'll company.

sheesh. trng in 8+ hrs time, without a partner cos SOMEONE is SICK.
ohwells, get well soon kayy.
BEFORE WED PLEASE.

laadeedum.

2006-12-10T00:55:00.000+08:00

blogging from my parents room now cos im watching teevee and youtube, n cant seem to move my lazy ass down to my room, n i think the asian games are amusing AND addictive. haha. once i start watching it;d take me at least half hr before i head for bath. so as a result of late baths, waiting for my hair to dry gets later, i sleep later too.
x))

-randomness-

haha

okay, i must remember to delet the history frm this comp later..

ohoh. and ahwong called, he said my white racket has a crack and gonna break soon. i loved that racket! haha. and there are no nice rackets now. boos. plusplus, i know my shoes gonna fall apart soon.

LAST DAY TMR.
I'LL MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!
x))

lei-long lei-long. dreams for sale!
;frm the soundtrack.

2006-12-09T01:24:00.000+08:00

;STAR-STRUCK

u know its those nights where a voice at the back at ur head is just telling u, 'just go bang ur head against the wall n die LAH'

arghs.
THANKS can. like WTFUCK PLEASE.
so it was a wrong opinion abt acceptance after all.

haha. so someone came back with me today to watch the last episode of onelitreoftears while i mull over the wad to wear. haha. then took 80 back with her. was quite late and cab fare was freaking ex.
ahhhs. im heavily in debt again.

2006-12-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

if life aint just a joke
then why are we laughing

2006-12-03T22:17:00.000+08:00

;D&O

at least the rest of this week wont be spent here.
wl,
i was happily drinking away there and she had to come.

i passed by the zoo today.
haha.
teamtk! lets go to the zoo some day..
we can see all our erm counterparts.
x))

2006-12-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

im alr killing myself over what i said alright.
thats enough from u.

arghs.
FUCKED.CANT U FUCKING TELL HOW FUCKED IM ALR FEELING.(er, not u ah.)

2006-12-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

ok, lets do a countdown.
im bored out of my mind.

its 2 dec sat
1157
3 mins frm 3 dec sun
12 days to japan :))
(not sure when im coming back)
23 days frm XMAS! woots
29 days frm new year 2007. i guess, its time for change.
31 days (i think) frm sec 4, new sch year. eff it.
oohh. its 12am. so everything cut down by one ayee.

go figure.

cant wait to fly off.
canot effing stand it here.
gahhs.

well, staying in this rm with 2 music sources, alone, for god knows how long alr, n dying of boredem, it does things to me brain.

ps. sorreh, i really duno whats going on nor wad to say. how to act and react. further interpret or nt. guessing games wont help.

to hell with conscience,
thoughts are driving me nuts.
im one memory junkie.
HEHHS.

NIGHTS ALL!
x)

2006-12-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

i got conned!
im home freaking early today n i dont know wad to do.
my stooopid mom got mixed up with the dates n thot the dinner was tonight, made me come home SO early for nthn.

todays lesson was veryyy interesting.
adrenaline rush.
the beats got sooo fast i just bust out laughing like some gay.
hahaha.

i think i shldnt stay isolated in my rm for long hrs too often.
mind goes ABIT funkaye/cranky.
gahhs.

and omg.
i love the mcr album.

They say that teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone will bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
Because the drugs never work
They gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine
-teenagers
the songs are so cuteee!

BOREDEM KILLS.
that dull ache.specifically pointed to nthn at all.

2006-12-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

im told i need to blog something that actually makes sense.
lols.

but i think all my previous posts do actually make sense.
save for a few.
so, i conclude we are on different frequencies!

okay, im ABIT high now.
i think my life is freaking boring.
for EVERY single day this week n last week,
i have spent it with the SAME bunch, for damn looooong hrs,
doing the exactly SAME thing.
talk, rot, eat, gossip, bitch, eat, slackk, train.

i need a change of lifestyle!
and i lost my voiceeeeeee.
:/

IS IT MY FAULT LAH?

2006-11-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

ahcrap,
conscience sucks.
urs sincerely here is guilty.
HURS.

anw,
back frm our chalet.
x))))

waiting for my hair to dry before i go recover back my sleep.
TAA!

2006-11-27T22:44:00.001+08:00

;laaadeedumm

on the way home frm ly's house, i finally realised i actually FORGOT to buy the satay for the chalet tmr.
went to comb heartland for any store, but couldnt find since it was too late. waking up early tmr to call the supplier. im basically screwed n skewered if i dun get them.
andand i haven packed!
=X
n i almost pierced my ear again today. but since i'd be very restricted cos of it during the chalet, decided to do it another day.

TOMORROW!

2006-11-26T00:50:00.000+08:00

watched beautiful mind just now.
n since i was really listening to the words, nor understanding the chinese subs,
i had to ask my mom wads happening every 5 mins.
haha.

kena suan-ed like shit today. PFTTT.

now im worried.